Stress Relieving Realizations

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...
- are just bigger for my liking...it concerns me the way i am concerned and conscious of my eye bags.

2. I've come to realize that my job...
- is the kind of work i want to be doing; despite better opportunities that have popped lately, i have managed to stay.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
-my father is just haunted with so many fears..haha..plus, i am uncertain whether i can manage to bring the car back at home without any damages; i'm still in jitters and i need more practice.

4. I've come to realize that I need...
- to adjust myself to new routines that i'd be adapting come monday...back-to-school-mode plus full-time work preoccupations.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost...
weight? (feeler) well, yeah..when i was in korea i was 60 kgs but now i am just...5...secret!haha

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
- i look at the mirror and get to see my pronounced eye bags flaunting..grhhhh...

7. I've come to realize that the person I like...
- is someone who can put up a very sensible conversation with me..

8. I've come to realize that money...
- is something that can shape people's attitude and character...the seemingly angel-like person can actually unleash his/her evil side because of greed for money. *sayang*

9. I've come to realize that people...
- tend to rationalize things to justify their unjustifiable acts.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...
- crazy, bubbly, talkative with sense..yeah, i like it, talkative with sense and not noisy..na-ah, not noisy.

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
- is someone i owe a lot. we might have clashes from time to time brought by our differences, still she's the only mother i've got.. i don't have the choice but to accept this wonderful fact..haha.. love you mama charit! :)

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
- has been with me for five years now. it survived countless storms and tornadoes.. *drama*

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
- i still have a lot of last-minute-packing-up to do since i'll be moving out from the house today... so many things to do but it seems so less time there is to realize everything. :'(

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
- i felt the need to kiss my very cute nephew kram, and be resolved to the fact that they'll be sleeping on my bed so i needed to get an extra foam and lay it on the floor. poor me... *sniffs*

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...
- the risks and consequences of entering law school this monday.

17. I've come to realize that my dad...
- is after all not perfect..though undoubtedly, he has been a great father that he can be to me.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
- i can't just resist checking on updates and other stuff i felt i ought to know.

19. I've come to realize that today...
- is the start of my "law school reality"; the orientation gave me a mixed feeling actually. i attended the orientation feeling lost and i went home still feeling lost.. *malou looks around*

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
- i will be sleeping in my new space...my "apartment reality" officially starts tonight.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow will be...
- father's day and i felt the need to be home to greet papa personally.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
- take a massage in a spa coz i felt i am so stressed..oh, i need makeover too..whew!
i might not have much time later on to dwell on these kinds of stuff.

24. I've come to realize that life...
- has its perfect ways of teasing us. just when you thought you are already resolved to the fact of where you are and what you do; greater opportunities will come and confuse you, yet you still opt to stay where you are.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...
-marks so much change in my life for the next years.. moving out to a new house, orientation in law school, finishing the new teaching material of EGC..

26. I've come to realize that my ex(es)...
- made me feel i was really loved by him when we were still together; i just don't know when, how and why he cheated on me...haha
*malou thinks it's pointless to confirm the alleged cheating that her ex committed*

27. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...
- is JAI HO!lol

28. I've come to realize that my friends...
- are those who got the nerves to stay with me despite my being "psycho" at times.

29. I've come to realize that the past year (2008)...
- has been a humbling experience for me... i learned that though i might have plans for myself, God has way better and way greater plans for me... and there is no way that His will won't overpower mine.

30. I've come to realize that the last person i kissed...
- has once been special to me. *malou wonders if others are interested to know* chikadora!lol

31. I've come to realize that when people walk out of my life...
- there is no way i can force them to come back unless they do it voluntarily... others' opinion is beyond my control and there is no way i can manipulate them on what to do.