Hail Brat Lass!

i am now trying to understand you.

i have tried stretching my patience just to accommodate your irresponsibility and immaturity.

i figured it out that you were born to provoke others to anger by your intentional-provocative-childish-seemingly innocent- reaction.

and i just simply hate it.

growing up with you is such a struggle.

you are so ego-centric.

you have been too focused on your own spotlight.

you never seem to listen to others.

you have unceasingly justified yourself.

over and over again, you have put color to the situations so that it'll coincide with your feeling of being "the misunderstood"

i am sick of you.

when will you ever grow up?

when will you ever understand?

when will you ever learn to respect your elders?

when will you ever stop thinking that the world is against you?

when will you ever realize that you too have faults or have even actually blown up things brought about by your provocations?

and when will you ever cease to stand with the rotten thought "i am different from you or anyone else, i'll do things my own way!"? (even if it means hurting others or doing or sticking to what is known to be bad)

your actions have truly manifested the wickedness and angst in you!

why are you like that?

yeah right, blame it on us?

you freaki'n lass, you don't have a single right to pass on to anyone the pain that you, yourself have inflicted to your very being!

shame on you to pass on the blame!

you have been like that coz of your own doing!

wonder not if one day...people will shun their doors to you..

you do not deserve them, you do not deserve us!

remember this, you cannot just always put up a fake smile to cover such.


my prayer for you?

may you be matured in everything and realize that the world is not solely about you or about your way.

my prayer for myself concerning this encounter with you?

may i have more patience to stand this with you and that i won't even think again of bringing this "painfully physical" with you!

hail to you drama queen!