26 Things I Hate About Myself

these are the things or i'd better say attitudes that i do not like about myself.

1. i am a procrastinator. if there are chances to delay things, i usually resort to it. i hate pali-pali system (koreans way of doing things). as much as possible i do not want to rush things. i am taking my sweet time on what i am up to.

2. i am talkative, noisy, loud or whatever and however you make call it. once i talk there is no stopping.. i always take the floor from others.. it's as if i never had the chance to speak or talk before.. which actually isn't true.. since i was young~~~i have been so bubbly or shall i say.. terribly loud!!

3. i am scatter-brained. i cannot simply organize my thoughts. it gets to annoying sometimes to listen to me when you do not know what i am trying to point out.. i mean, what's the point malou?

4.i am too idealistic. i live with the ideal. most of the time, it drives me frustrated. i know, but i cannot simply compromise what i believe should be done.

5. i am closed-minded at times. once i believe that what i am asserting is right, i don't have time to listen to what others are saying.

6. i fret too much over nothing. i am taking things seriously when i should not be in the first place.

7. i do not know how to listen.. maybe simply because i talk much.

8. i am terribly mean when provoked. first few offenses on me, i'll understand...the next time around, expect the worst from me.

9. i usually give the benefit of the doubt to others, thereby giving most of the people a chance to cheat on me.

10. i always think that all the people are innately good, well infact, some are really not! i continue to bank on this and i continue to get disappointed on the realities that are unfolding everyday.

11. i am assuming. i get to give color to what is supposed to be a black and white act. you know it!!needless to explain.

12. i have self-inflicted pressures. i don't have to do this or that actually, but i just program in my mind that i have to do it. in psychology--we call it irtrational thoughts. :)

13. i am a cry baby. i cry hard!

14. i am also naive when i am already fed up and stressed with so many things.. i care not anymore on what others are feeling or showing.

15. i am inferior. i feel that i'll never be good enough compared to others.

16. i am impulsive buyer, an extravagant. when i feel spending, shocks! i just simply spend without considering what lies ahead on rainy days.

17. i am not organize when it come to my things. what a messy place i got.

18. i have so many unreasonalbe guilt feelings. when i see people who are on the streets or those people who are in need on tv, i feel guilty. it's as if i have the responsibility on them. oh well, we have responsibilities to others but not the responsibility to solve their problems or lot in life.

19. i am sleepyhead. i'd rather sleep than do productive things.

20. when i read the book, i am compelled to look at the last few pages so that i'd know the ending. in short, i have also issue about patience.

21. i am pretentious. even if you hurt me, even if i do not like you..i'll act as if we are really great friends!!! oh well, shall i say-i am just being civil?

22. i am a liar. even if i am not ok, i'd say i am! sometimes, i am not transparent of what i really feel within. just not to bother other people (as if they care) :) bitter?

23. i am too harsh and hard on myself. even me cannot just get it.

24. i easily forget other people's names.whew!! i really feel embarrassedon occassions when people would say hi to me and i do not even know their names.

25. i exaggerate and sensationalize things. simple things are packaged in more colorful way.

26. i am not appreciative of the kind of person i am. just look what have i done now.. coming up with a blog that speaks my bad side than keeping note of what's good in me. now with a long list of "attitudes i don't like about myself", i am asking myself now..is there good left about me? :)

God bless me and everybody!!

worry not, i am resolved to the fact that everyone has something good to contribute in this world, regardless of how small or big it may be..

i am one of that "everyone"..ergo, i have something good to offer to this world.

afterall, i am a good girl. i was brought up to be that way. and a number can attest to that..ok, that's my point :)