Teardrop

The last teardrop was shed for the person i have been fond of lately...
up until now, i still say that i am not inlove with him...
hey i just like him..
it will truly be crazy to blame him for all that i feel right now...
i feel pain... i am hurt
but i clearly know that it is because i chose this feeling..
from the very start, i know i will take risks in this pursuit for love
i have finally accepted that he is not into me
he is just sweet..extermely sweet maybe...
he is just kind and caring..
i should not have gotten myself to dream on beyond his mundane acts
ouch!!! ouch!!! ouch!!!



now i find myself hurting..
i now ask myself a very simple question.. "why did you hope?"
i have hoped simply because i like the person..
you see, i so look forward to build beautiful days with him...
when you have found reasons in liking or loving the person--those are really difficult to get rid from your system..
again, this is another sad lot in my love life..hahaha
when will the right stroke of blessing in my lovelife come?


as what my friend said...the guy must be damn lucky because in a way i shed some tears for him..
even me cannot believe that i have shed tears for a man..
it is not very "malou"
i remember wayback high school, i told my classmates not to shed even a single tear for a guy..
it will be such a shame on our part..
look who is talking??? i eventually did!!!hahaha
if shedding tears will be a way to wash away the hurts i feel within, i will gladly do it all over again..
if through crying i can move on, i wish i'll have a day intended for it
if those teardrops i shed signified the end of my chapter with him, i will shout to the world with elation that i cried for him..
love comes..love goes..
if it is not him..it might be someone else..
the journey in finding the right man continues..
i must be excited then..

for dols:
i might have fallen inlove with you..
yes, i might just have..
thanks for adding color to my life..
wherever you are.. i wish you well, really wish you well..

:')