I cry for those who cannot cry for themselves

one of the worst feelings is to be judged before you have shown who you truly are..
humans are innately judgmental..
when we do not anything, say we are bored with the routines of our lives--we take our sweet time to find objects of that ill nature..
weird that even if we know that it is not good.. we still keep on posing our bias and prejudice to others..
might it be that judging others, especially thinking and talking bad about them is pleasurable?!?

waaaaah!
sounds crazy!!!
i do not exactly know the reasons..
i am just backed with assumptions..
but i have come to live by the thought that i will not judge anybody unless i have substantial facts and enough encounter with that person..
i cry for those who cannot cry for themselves..

i take pity on those gals who do not have anything to do but to judge others!
i feel for those who are&were judged...
for those who pose judgments to others...why not take time to evaluate yourselves!!!???!!!
life's too promising and beautiful to accommodate loony and mean people like you!

God bless you!

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Who is Up for Competition

i think everyone has been subject to this so-called competition..

i can remember vividly that when i was in elementary i have believed that only thru' winning you will be able to prove your worth..

i have gained a number of friends because one way or another i have excelled in the class and the other things i engaged to (do i sound arrogant? i do not mean that..hehe)

and i have come to realize.. well i can only speak for myself..haha

of course!!! this is my personal experience you know...

i have come to realize that.. the more i struggle to prove myself..

i am inflicting pressures and axieties to myself..

it did not do good actually..

as i grow in age, in weight or in height maybe.. i fortunately grow mature.. may perspective in life has changed drastically for the better..

gone are those days which i act immaturely just to be the best..

gone are those days that i cry when i get mistakes in the quiz..

gone are those days that i cannot sleep getting 83!!!

know why?

because i have fully accepted that: there are a lot of people who are better off than me and undoubtedly i cannot contend to that fact!

competition?

i am not for it..

oh well, maybe i am still up to it.. but this time.. i am competing for myself.. showing who really "malou" is within..

i had a fair share or shall i say i had enough of that so-called competition!!! give me a break..

i have proven myself more than once and i think it's enough!!!

i am so secured of who i am and i am happy on how God has blessed my life.. why would i find a way to make my life miserable by exerting so much effort just to get ahead of others??!!??

right now, i feel that i am ahead of million others because God has been generous to me..

as i see others competing their way up to class..

i just grin and mutter: "been there, done that"..."good luck!"

why am i posting this?

i was just astonished that a month ago, we were told that we were competing in the class..

hehe.. i just smiled coz' i never thought that there was competition existing in class!!!??? it did not cross my mind until it was brought up..

must it be that thinkers are doers??!!??

self-evaluation..

stop projecting your agenda to others..

mwaaaaahugsss!

whew!

feels good to air this out!

finaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyy i am free!!!

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